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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

The Miseducation of Derrell Williams





Signed,

The Ice King

B.I.T.C.H.

What's Up, rock stars? How you doin'?

Thanks to the magnetic Tabatha Coffey (BravoTV, Salon Takeover)

I am taking on the label Bitch. Here's precisely what a bitch is:

B.old

I.ntuitive

T.enacious

C.harismatic

H.onest


That's riiiight!!!! The Ice King, aka D Bernard, aka D'Rell, is a BITCH. You like it, I love it!!! HOLLA!!!!!!!!!








Signed,

The Ice King

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Queen Elizabeth Inita-Jobe Williams

Well...since my crazy ass twin requested (or should I say demanded) to be included on this blog, I thought an appearance by the elusive Queen E was in order...so...


HERE SHE IS, MUTHAFUCKAS!!!











I just sent her a text so she should be happy with this ans will see it when she logs back in (as soon as she gets off the toilet...nasty bitch...)


Signed,

The Ice King

Stars I Love 3


And who could forget the lovely Mistah Ford ;-)

Signed,

The Ice King

Sunday

Renewed my appreciation for Law and Order: SVU. Aside from that, I sincerely hope that I hear something from someone tomorrow. The good news is that I WILL be working Thanksgiving night parking cars from 10:30 to around 3. Not sure yet about how that will figure into my plans as far as the family goes, but it will seem as if I'm going out to a club-10:30 to 3? 4 and a half hours, plus tips. Not bad. Not bad at all.

Add that to the fact that I will be looking into getting food stamps on Tuesday and I may be starting to make some progress. Thank you Lord, lol. Seriously...I'm a believer!!!

Signed,

The Ice King

A Wise Man Once Said...




Signed,

The Charismatic Ice King

Stars I Love 2

A continuation of the series profiling stars I adore ;-)





Adult Entertainer Vin Marco




World Class Wrestler Triple H







The gorgeous Ricky Sinz




Signed

The Ice King

Life As It Is

It is the morning of November 22. Thanksgiving is less than a week away, yet I am still for all intents and purposes unemployed. I never thought in a million years that this period would last so long.

It seems that with each application I send in, I wonder to myself if anything will even come of it. If I had gotten this far and employers were even hiring, it shouldn't be taking this long. But one of my best friends also told me about how it took her daughter a month to be contacted by the place she's currently working at. So maybe I'm just impatient.

Impatient or not, life goes on, and bills continue to roll in. Food still needs to be bought, and my newly paid for car needs serious repairs and gas to fucking run. And then there are things I would LIKE to get, aside from rent and utilities and the obvious necessities in life that need to be paid or taken care of. I don't understand why people take the time to post availability on numerous sites but do NOT contact you when you apply. Whatever...

I know it's coming, but I have never been a fan of the waiting game. Oh well. I suppose God is trying to show me something through this. What is yet to be seen, but I am so sick of waiting. I want to go out and be able to contribute to society by doing something that makes me happy. That's not a difficult goal for me to aspire to, so now I ask, 'what the HELL is going on?'

On the flipside, I did manage to send two totally different text messages tonight, the first relating to sexual relations, the other berating a piece of scum that brought heartache and headache to a dear friend of mine. That was empowering. In the end I know I have to believe that anything I set my mind to I can accomplish, so I should not be fearful of trying new things. I know what I can do in similar situations, and I have been in worse situations, so I cannot let this defeat me. I know it won't. I am just tired of the waiting period. Where is my life going right now with this waiting period intact and ever prevalent? I need to focus more on self improvement while i am in this "between stage". Otherwise it will seem as if it's been for nothing. Nothing is for nothing. I KNOW that everything happens for a reason. And with that in mind, I pray.


Signed,

The Ice King

Friday, November 13, 2009

Stars I Love





My role model and brother from another mother
(by the way-it's not eyeliner-it's GUYliner!)




My soon-to wife (she just doesn't know it yet)









Baby Daddy #1, Mr. Adam Champ



Signed

The Ice King

A Little Lack of Alcohol

Packing is almost done and I've shifted most of my belongings from Pooler to Georgetown. Now I am just thinking. My heart is heavy and the song "Already Gone" by Kelly Clarkson is in my head. I didn't want today to transpire the way it did but I tried my best to get it all out. And still my words were misconstrued into things I didn't actually mean OR say. Not my fault, so I don't feel bad. I am sick of feeling bad, and when I shouldn't feel bad, I not going to. I'm the fucking Ice King. Feeling bad gives me wrinkles.
This weekend will commence with many things: the arrival of my new phone, my monies, and my acquisition of alcoholic beverages so that I can get drunk-JUST enough to feel good, and chill. I miss doing that-especially these days.

Well, in the art of posting for todsy I thought I would say something. So there it is-la-ti-da! I'll be back when I'm feeling more creative ;-)



Signed,

The Ice King

Thursday, November 12, 2009














That says it all, peeps....






Signed,

The Ice King

Fast Forward

Woow...months later I have returned to a world I only briefly stepped into. Hello, minions-how has life treated you in my absence? LOL...anyway...
I am leaving the fair town of Pooler to go back into Savannah for now. My initial plan was to stay in Pooler-then I thought-why not downtown? But it seems 3rd time is the charm-for I will be on near I-95, but from a different angle-the southside of Savannah. This will suit me as I prepare to line up my arrangements to leave for New York...
Work is what is has been since October 7th-non existent. I've had one job since then which was a temp job and the company that did "hire" me never called me back with my schedule so suffice it to say I am still unemployed and looking. But by week's end, who knows? I could very well be someone's admin assistant....
I am saying good-bye to those in my life that I do not need and who have betrayed me for their own selfish reasons. I find no honor in that and it tells me nothing short of the fact that they need to be removed from my life before they do any more damage to it. Those people don't deserve my kindness, my love, attention, or concern, so I will separate from them and associate myself with people who are worthy of taking up my oxygen and space...
I am pushing myself through this to get back to one of my first loves--writing. I have felt so different from the Derrell that I used to be that it baffles me. Writing and music were who I was, and yet, here I am without them. Going through a box I found a school newspaper from my junior year with the first real published article that I had written for it. Alongside that, lyrics to a song I wrote in 2004, and reflected on who I was at that time. Much is different, but fundamentally I am the same-or am I really? Have I changed for the better? Or has experience only altered me into a different pattern, a new M.O.? Who the fuck knows...
But I do intend to find out, as I contemplate my menthol cigarettes and myspace profile...many questions I intend to answer soon....but this is day one, after all.

Signed,

The Ice King